I spent alot of money seeking reassurance from lawyers (they say - no risk). Also I worry that the government is secretly watching my every move even though I haven't done anything wrong. Even if this possibility were real, how should I behave? By then you will understand how compulsions maintain OCD and be equiped to manage the thoughts without anxiety. Right now, I'm stuck on the fear of going to jail because of my real event OCD. I also have always been afraid of law enforcement unnecessary. Put another way, they lose their sense of agency. By now, you may have already seen the term fear of going to jail OCD floating around. 02 While he still struggles at times, he's developed habits that allow him to cope with his OCD on a daily basis, such as meditation, staying active and using humor to address his thoughts. I got an absentee ballot in the mail only a few days before an upcoming election and filled it out but forgot I was home alone and didnt I try to tell myself the fear spiral is NOT the obsession or the problem, but rather the OCD desperate for absolute certainty in an uncertain world. Yes you are definitely not alone. PLEASE USE THE RESOURCES. New comments cannot be posted and votes cannot be cast. Just learn from it to become a better person and employee. So if you're fearing jail, watch YT videos about jail, look at riots about being in jail or vividly write a paragraph or two of imaginal exposure, talking about your worst prison related fears. I try to avoid weapons or dangerous objects that I could harm myself with. Now, youll want to pay close attention to these thoughts. A subreddit dedicated to discussion, articles, and support regarding OCD. The good news is that once you stop trying to get certainty through reassurance the anxiety does go away. 2019 - 2022 wholesomealive.com. Use your support system and let them know what you might be going through. +1(415)-323-0836 (Whatsapps), [emailprotected]. The more she knows what's going on, the less surprised she'll be by things that happen along the path of you getting better, and also the more lenient she might be with mistakes you make because she knows what you're going through and that you're trying. I dont cope with these well so Im open to recommendations. And Im willing to curb it. Agreed with glowmousemoon. Anyway, whether or not I can be punished, I can't seem to get rid of the feeling that I should be punished for possibly having bad thoughts as a 9 year old child. WebHave you ever feared for your life in jail? My brain swears "they" are coming for me. When I used to do these searches, I told myself it was to prove that sort of thing doesn't really happen but I end up convincing myself I'd be the first. Later, these feelings enable ritualizing and maintaining the fear of real-life events, such as fear of going to jail OCD. Oh I absolutely can relate, the idea of getting arrested because I've built up a "secret list" of everything I ever did wrong and never knew about, realistically I've only ever gotten a slap on the wrist once by the law but ever since I've been panicked about it. By 4 steps don`t work properly with this particalar obsession. Im about to lose my job, my girlfriend and my dog because of this and I need help. wont get better until we get used to uncertainty. If you have ever experienced these, you should know that youre not alone. Still, yup, always afraid that I will somehow be breaking some obscure law or be accidentally on some list and just get disappeared. Here is the thing bro, you're deep in it. I understand sometimes people really do get jailed in Russia for their political views, but ask someone with fears of bacteria and they'll say the likelihood of illness is real, people with responsibility fears will say they 'should' feel responsible and so on. Is the event real or imagined? Why Do I Always Feel Out of It? I tried to get better jobs but either realized I was to dumb or didnt have the qualifications. I went through this and even went so far as to consulting a lawyer, even though it was all completely based in delusion. The meds were working but making me feel so fatigued I wasnt able to function. While simple explanations leave a lot out, I hope the above will serve as a starting point for discerning the coherency in OCD symptoms. It comes like a feeling. I am not ready to discuss political situation in Russia. It's hard to tell on a reddit post. There have been several times in the last few months where friends would suggest we do something soon and I think, "Well I'll be in prison by then so what does it matter?" do you have any personal experience with the cases when OCD is a symptom? I have the fear of going to prison pop up as well. If it is really bad, where it impacts your social, mental, emotional functioning (or whatever) to a degree such that there was a reddit post made, you should consider seeing a therapist. Then you can consider talking to them every time these thoughts threaten to plague your mind. My doc says that my OCD is a symptom of more general shizotypical disorder and so meds are more important than anything else. Join the conversation! I visited one of these places got an awesome massage and the Extra thing. Even if this possibility were real, how should I behave? I remembered walking down the corridor from intake going thru barred doors that had to be buzzed in order to open and then the 8 of us approached the main cell house door that slid opened and closed behind us once we entered. For real though, that's solid advice from your therapist. Posts: 10. Real Event- Fear of Jail Real Event- Fear of Jail By ivleo February 17, 2022 in Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Followers 1 ivleo Bulletin Board User 3 On 30/12/2020 at 13:26, Richard Rahl said: https://www.ocduk.org/shop/break-free-from-ocd/. Wouldn't want the Dr. to take them, now would I? Fear of acting out may be most prevalent in the following obsessions: Aggression - thoughts of harming others or of harming oneself Sexuality - thoughts of changing orientation or of engaging in unwanted sexual behaviors Religion - thoughts of violating religious rules Morality - thoughts of engaging in immoral behavior This Is Where I was conducting I private lesson via Whatsapp to one girl. However police may think otherwise, if my student informs police, You need to be a member in order to leave a comment. Most of us have at least once felt the urge to bend the law at some point in our lives. It is incredible how our thoughts can seem pointless once we voice them aloud. I do the same thing and thats why it freaks me out! It is around constantly. Create an account to follow your favorite communities and start taking part in conversations. But what it does take is effort every single day and pushing into your fears. You may or may not have a schizotypical disorder as well, but overcoming obsessions is mainly about stopping the compulsions which keep it going. Sometimes things happen, don't take it too personally. I feel like I don`t know. I read books, I play games, but fear thought are "floating around". It`s like I must stay constantly vigiliant and supres Usually I wrote only scientfic papers - youtube format was new for me and I was ready for it. That's why I am interested in hearing about the experiences of any individual who think they may suffer from a fear of going to the bathroom. For example, both conditions are characterized by intense irrational fear. I am afraid that I am lying to myself and painting a better picture of my character than I deserve. Somehow I started beiing afraid of russian police (or secret services) more than I am afraid of cancer. A new sense of worth. But realistically there is no reason for it to happen I just hate that thought so much. Create an account to follow your favorite communities and start taking part in conversations. Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder message board, open discussion, and online support group. Yeah, I've found that jail thoughts can't really be logically defeated. The support of others is critical at this time. You need to understand why these thoughts are disturbing you in the first place. Fear-obsessive Thoughts Of Going To Prison? We`ve been discussing methods in political science and I mentioned that rational choice paradigm can explain terrorism and portrays terrirists as rational actors. I also feel a lot of guilt over things I may have done. The next step is attempting to stop taking these thoughts personally. My therapist believes that CBT is not for me. YOu are right, it basicaly boils down to fears of loosing control, and family etc. A subreddit dedicated to discussion, articles, and support regarding OCD. You know it's an OCD (unrealistic) fear when checking it out and getting reassurance still leaves you feeling doubtful. ivleo For example, fear of getting dirty is an OCD disorder. I went through a phase of this. This means that I generally tend to have bizzare thoughts, Privet Richard. It's said that OCD usually kicks off when we start dedicating too much attention to too our intrusive thoghts. Always on the run from the police and whatnot. Finding a lump on your testicle definitely requires a visit to the doctor to get it checked out. But there are many causes of testicular lumps, so I always play out scenarios where I might have done something illegal on accident (going a bit over speed limit, messing up on paperwork, etc.) Intrusive thoughts are not rare in such cases as well. but I think its more appropriate here since it I live in the UK. However intrusive your thoughts may seem at times, its important to remember that you may not have OCD. Powered by Invision Community. I`ve had another occurence of immense fear. I, in my infinite childhood wisdom, thought it would be hilarious to bring a laser pen to school with me that day, despite it being on the wideley circulated list of items we were explicitly told to not bring that day. Press J to jump to the feed. She says that my problems and emotional traumas run much deeper, that CBT can help. I often worry I've run someone over in my car, I sometimes have to make myself not go back and check. So, does OCD cause fear, or does fear cause OCD, and is OCD based on fear? Its the worst. A subreddit dedicated to discussion, articles, and support regarding OCD. Like, Im 99% sure I havent done anything to be thrown in jail for, but its still my second biggest fear. WebRight now, I'm stuck on the fear of going to jail because of my real event OCD. Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts, https://www.reddit.com/r/OCD/comments/q4zeo1/please_read_this_before_posting_about_feeling/. Only having intrusive thoughts isnt a marker of an accurate diagnosis. People: They are surrounded by other prisoners who may be unpredictable and of violent character or behavior; this creates fear leading to anxiety. I'm just glad I wasn't foolish enough to go using it when any members of the royalty were around! Never asked for it but never stopped it either. The attempt to reassure yourself by hiring lawyers didn't erase your unrealistic fear, deleting youtube content didn't give you relief, and when there is no knock at the door in the morning that won't bring relief either. Right! Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Forum. There were members of the royal family, the press and security people around. It can sometimes take years of silent suffering for several people before seeking professional help. How your mind keeps going over it, churning. These obsessions typically intrude when you're trying to think of or do other things. And once you go through all of this, I hope you come back for more: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FauaBJGZtNk, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFQ8Ub_TD78&t=0s, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CGyW1Rp1Y2g&t=0s. I immediately assume that I've done something wrong and that they're going to haul me off to jail or kill me. I am scared for the whole week and I need support and ideas how can I cope. My Phychatrist told me that the other options of meds have worse effects. Those are just 24 hour periods with an arbitrary number assigned to them. by coconutjam82 Thu Feb 18, 2016 8:31 am, by coconutjam82 Fri Feb 19, 2016 2:31 am, by coconutjam82 Sun Feb 21, 2016 2:18 am, by coconutjam82 Sun Feb 21, 2016 10:51 am, by sillycaterpillar89 Thu Apr 07, 2016 2:16 am, by eightpencils Tue Apr 12, 2016 7:52 pm, Return to Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Forum, Users browsing this forum: No registered users and 36 guests. Hopefully this helps you feel a little less alone. Your worries could stem from an external cause that is registered subconsciously in your brain. Sometimes, people confuse the fear of going to jail with OCD with a phobia. It could also result from breaking the law knowingly or unknowingly and resulting in jail time. Good luck, and ask if you have specific questions. Ruminating is my compulsion. I said some "poltical science stuff". Doing so would take the threat out of these thoughts. I tell myself it's OCD and let it go. is there any good resources about self-help with OCD online? Its relatively normal for one to fear real-life events. This will make you very anxious at first, but the more you can resist doing compulsions the faster the anxiety will go. Its definitely not healthy :( . It`s like I must stay constantly vigiliant and supress them. But 4 steps idea make a lot of sense to me. To the point where I have a speech rehearsed to tell police if Im ever interviewed, to explain why I look nervous/guilty. They are so terrified of what could happen if they didnt do these strategies that they lose any sense that they have a choice about whether they do. Common obsessions are: A strong fixation with dirt or germs Repeated doubts (for example, about having turned off the stove) A need to have things in a very specific I Need to Be Dead: I Am Fed up With My Life! Like what if I don't fill in this paperwork correctly and have to go to jail or get in a lot of trouble. So whenever I'd start to freak out she would talk me through the law and legal stuff. I wrote to my doc that Zeldox isn`t working at all and that I need something more powerful to shut my obsessive thoughts down. For instance several years ago I found a lump on my testicle and got immediately scared that it is testicl cancer. You can learn to ignore these thoughts, it's not easy, but it can be done. February 17, 2022 in Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD). So, fear of going to jail OCD is one of this kind. My therapist believes that CBT is not for me. She says that my problems and emotional traumas run much deeper, that CBT can help. Generally psychia The person with OCD is like someone with a gun to their head. It may be that your fear of going to jail OCD has developed because of an event in your real life. Sign up for a new account in our community. So, the tiniest action thats typically insignificant may seem overly shameful and persist in an OCD brain. Its often so because they feel embarrassed about their condition. She says that my current emotional condition and public speaking won`t just how to say it.. work out? Realistic fear quickly goes away once reassurance has been received. I started taking Luvox. However, there is a general recurring theme that characterizes the disorder. Of what exactly are you afraid? They are not. That's a tough go, sorry that's happening to you. I immediatly got scared - what if she informs security services that I call terrorism "rational", I asked her whether what I say is confidential - and she confirmed, However my OCD tells me that I should ask her directly whether or not she is going to inform police or secret service, However I realise that with this question I may scare her, she will think that I`m weird and quit lessons. I worked out, ate healthy and tried to keep a positive attitude but my job was ruining my life. Finding a lump on your testicle definitely requires a visit to the doctor to get it checked out. But you have to take a leap of faith and stop looking for any kind of reassurance for a while to get there. However, it could also be because I don't want to upset the people around me, especially family and loved ones. I keep reviewing my memory to check if I had any clear and unmistakable intention to threaten/cause harm to my classmate. Its a real fear, but this event in particular happened 4 years ago, and although everyone says that nothing is going to happen, it is still bothering me. The only problem is that in Russia you really can be jailed for political views. (My attempt at 'hello' in Russian!). Do not copy or redistribute in any form! Healthy 23 year old men who are abstaining from PMO in my experience make awful decisions. Hi everyone. Please read below for more information and resources about about OCD and the subreddit. I highly regret it, however, I am terrified of it happening again. I am 20 years old, and have been suffering from OCD for almost 8 years now. I said nothig against Kremlin, but I can`t stop microanalyzing my words. As this article mentions in the previous sections, constantly fearing getting OCD may develop into the condition. Please read below for more information and resources about about OCD and the subreddit. I used to think I was going to jail for using a fake name on tumblr.I didnt know it was OCD at the time so I let myself ruminate like crazy. I'd just go ahead and keep your Just make sure when it happens to not check for reassurance like going back to the spot or inspecting your car because for me And most of the things on that list I was like 15 and didnt know better, but Ive just accumulated so much guilt and fear I guess I assume the worst will come of everything. Third, the basic reality is that you (we!) I failed a very basic test to be a low level worker at a steel plant (Very bad at math). what ifshe was in denial and finallysnapped , what if she finally remembered things that I couldn't remember) and decided to press charges? However "police arresting you for expression of opinion" is not something what is unheard of. Fast forward about a year I was living with my girlfriend in her house and we just bought a dog and I had a decent job working at an asphalt plant making better money and not killing myself everyday, things were okay. Ruminating? so they know how severe things are and can help you work out possible options; even if the other meds are worse, there might be things they can do to adjust your current meds/reduce side effects/etc. The only problem is that in Russia you really can be jailed for political views. I get a visceral reaction. I have had simular fears before but only because I am clausterphobic, and worry what I woudl do if I couldn't get out. Finally I read the news that Robert Kraft was in trouble for doing what I did and I thought that I was going to go to jail. I asked to delete the video with me and the Youtube channel agreed. I don`t get why medication is not working properly, why I can`t get rid of this "swarm of fear thoughts", The thing is that my psychiatrist believes that OCD is only part of the story and that in general I have a shizotipical disorder. These fears could be about anything. I feel so much sorry for myself. But resisting the experience might only make it worse. Also, do not blindly trust people. How can I see the difference between "realistic fears" and "OCD fears"? Do you have a fear of going to jail or OCD? Also during this time I lost 3 jobs in 2 years from being laid off Im a good worker it was just bad timing. It might, or it might not be the case. Finally I read the news that Robert Kraft was in trouble for doing what I did and I thought that I was going to go to jail. Is there a concrete way to accept this and live in peace regardless? It appears you have not yet Signed Up with our community. Visit our Anxiety Center to learn more about Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD), Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD), I've been having dreams about doing something illegal. But symptoms vary widely from one individual to another, and OCD is very treatable. Not understanding why theyre doing what theyre doing only adds to the feeling of not having control. The best I can do is to go by my therapist's word that I've done no wrong, and that the "victim" seems to be fine and even told methat I've no need to apologize. (For example deleting your youtube post was a compulsion.) That's a shame, Richard. I have no doubt CBT would help you, it's even used to help schizoid disorders quite commonly now. But if theerapy isn't on Best Subliminal for Weight Loss: Do Subliminal Messages Work for Weight Loss? Choose the person you may want to confide in very carefully. Otherwise it'd drive me to the brink. However I am so much afraid of law enforcers, that it became much more than "ordinary obession". Your obsession over this suggests that you're not the awful person you worry about being, since you never actually hurt someone in school. however in Russia it is not. In the nineteenth century, it was known as The Doubting Disease. Hit and run obsessions fall under a subgroup of doubts about having harmed others through some kind of negligence. The thing is, that you can recover from OCD and medicine is not a necessity to do so. First post on this forum. If you afraid of cancer, you can visit doctor and search for cancer. Its just not relevant to the crime. I have never related to a comment more. And somehow the problems with criminal code fear me much more than rabies, HIV or even cancer. These thoughts will likely happen anyway. And then do something else asap. It may be physical or mental rituals such as thinking neutralizing thoughts, counting, checking the house is locked and safe (to stop the police breaking in easily) or it could be something specific to you that helps you feel safe. You can manage it more with a better response system. The fucking mental gymnastics that my brain puts me through H a ha are you me? Any advice is appreciated. I posted a similar thread over on the anxiety board. I do my best to still make these plans to not strengthen these thoughts. Depression+Anxiety+Sore back+NoFap brain is not a good combination. I have a huge fear my children will be taken away. You can't go to jail unless you commit a crime punishable with jail time. And I feel like I am sort of depressed, though my psychiatrist doesn`t see any signs of depression. But OCD sufferers feel anxiety and overwhelming guilt more than regular people. Intrusive thoughts of OCD do not have a concrete base, yet people apologize for them anyway. I recently visited Youtube channel wich is opposite towards Kremlin. I read books, I play games, but fear thought are "floating around". I got a ticket for throwing a cigaretter out of my window when I was 19. The framework begins with the idea that everyone has a worst fear. Hey, Im not OP but I obsess a lot if I had a breakdown relating to my theme and blurted out things I didnt do on the internet or forums because I may have lost control of myself and forgot. The thing is, that you can recover from OCD and medicine is not a necessity to do so. Not making excuses and I know Im a piece of shit for this it just added to my terrible Mindset at the time. Yes! I CHOSE TO DO THESE THINGS. It doesnt have to mean that something has gone wrong in your nervous system. Keep reminding yourself that you can in fact commit these crimes and go to jail. So, talking yourself through these thoughts should help you rationalize better. Ask our community of thousands of members your health questions, and learn from others experiences. (For example deleting your youtube post was a At present, Im feeling very anxious because I booked a holiday for dates that have three number nines. No amount of reassurance will ever satisfy an unrealistic fear. I see how they can be interpreted in other way is someone wants to. I visited Youtube channel that often criticises Kremlin. I said some "poltical science stuff". I can`t totally discard probabilty of secret service Please read below for more information and resources about about OCD and the subreddit. I feel like I don`t know. Our mission is to provide easy to read and in-depth medical information. So much so that they cant put it past them and start falling into the loop of intrusive thoughts.. Especially the 1st few days. Getting a proper diagnosis will help you understand your case a lot better. This is their Core Fear. I told the doctors my story and they diagnosed me with OCD/Ruminating Thoughts. If someone decides to do something wrong that is illegal, abandon them. And realize that my fear wasn't all that real. I've had harm OCD for many many years, and have come to expect to have thoughts that in some people would be worrisome, or sociopathic. This is where it all started. Re: Pure-O: Scared of PrisonPlease help. Whenever I started to feel that way I'd tell myself, "what would a jury say? Best wishes fam, I feel like this is one of those things that is super hard while you're in the thick of it but if you let other people help you and understand your situation it'll get better. Of course this occasionally leads to intrusive thoughts about doing something illegal just because I can, but once I recognize them as just OCD, I can fight them off more easily. Research evidence suggests that people suffering from mental health conditions like OCD are more likely to be victims than actual perpetrators.. Press J to jump to the feed. Can anyone relate? The obsessions and compulsions that characterize OCD can center around different themes. For instance (sorry for details) several years ago I found a lump on my testicle (sorry again) and got immediately scared that it is testicl cancer. I get severe anxiety whenever I'm around the police. These intrusive thoughts can latch themselves onto anything you may consider valuable, including real-life events. Press J to jump to the feed. Long story might be hard to follow I dont know where to start, stay with me please. CBT can teach you to see your obsessions in a new light and overcome your compulsions. Wholesomealive is an online healthcare media publishing website. Ever since, any time I see a cop or am reminded of law enforcement. That means when those thoughts come up, instead of ruminating, just say, You know, I cant be certain about what will happen. What about anty-anxiety meds? I wisited doctor and I think this was right thing to do. Ive asked my best friend and my dad about it, and they said that nothing will happen, but I am still ruminating. After all, in cases with OCD, you often worry about scenarios that havent taken place and are not most likely to ever. People with OCD often cognitively distort their reality. Linds: thanks for the advice. I can`t abstain from reading this because I am a professor of polittical science(, I am just tired of constant fear. Wholesomealive.com is reader-supported. However, we are not able to help with suicide on an internet forum. And longest. It helps. It really helps. My doc says that my OCD is a symptom of more general shizotypical disorder and so meds are more important than anything ALL of my obsessions are about either getting sued, going to jail or accidentally making someone else go to jail. I would justify it by saying that my back hurt and I didnt want to go to an actual place because its easier and quicker just to go to one of these places. Furthermore, as time goes by, they may not remember what they were so afraid of (if they ever even knew). If you experience these thoughts excessively, it is probably a good idea to seek professional help. Ive had this one and it was about something i did nearly 20 years ago yet somehow it became a massive deal to me 20 years later. Is there a concrete way to accept this and live in peace regardless? These thoughts may be because of OCD, which is short for obsessive-compulsive disorder. First of all, I have real event ocd, so I get it. I often have intrusive thoughts about harming/killing myself, so much so that I have attempted it this past summer. Basically, I am scared that I have done something that will land me in prison. In OCD the thing we fear always seems very real and very likely to happen unless we do the compulsions to stop it. WebHow rational is this fear/am I going to jail. A program offers compassion, empathy and they are being treated as a human being. Begging for help. I had a phase where I had an intense fear of becoming a sociopath and ending up in jail. The first step in managing your OCD fears is identifying your intrusive thoughts. Also I cry a lot - can this be the sign of depression? Bizarre thoughts are common in OCD. Intrusive-obsessive Worry Of Going To Prison, Help Me! WebIt's going to take hard work every single day. OCD is crippling if you leave it without treatment. 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